so on sunday, i went with my parents to new york cause my dads friends family was treating us to dim sum…um its a chinese thing. lets just say brunch in a sense lol. anyhoo, there was this guy a few years older than me there and mind you, ive never met any of these people before nor have i heard about them til that day. i didnt speak to him or anything but apparently, when i left with my mom and sister after dim sum, he asked my dad for my number AND MY DAD GAVE IT TO HIM -___- so these few days a number that idk has been calling me and i normally dont pick up if idk the number but it kept calling. a few min ago it called again and im like fucking hell ok im just gonna answer it. i said the most awkward hello….and IT WAS HIM. awkward moment when i dont even know his name. but yeah, we had a little conv and he went to shower. supposedly hes gonna call me back after he gets out….thank you dad, cant wait til you get home cause youre about to get an earful. ok that is all. 

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my heart and prayers really do go out to the families who lost their children and family members at school this morning. it really gives me chills because my little cousin raychelle lives in connecticut and she was at school when the the whole thing happened. when i first got news there was a shooting i panicked and went to look it up really quick. there was a sense of relief that the shooting didnt take place at her school, but at the same time, my heart broke for those 20 kids, only 5-10 years old, and 6 adults who were killed. i really dont understand what is going on with the world today, to not only want to murder someone like your own mother, but proceed to also kill innocent children who had their whole lives ahead of them. these children were going to celebrate christmas in a little over a week, and now they wont get the chance to do that anymore. i cant even imagine how hard its gonna be for the parents to wake up everyday and not be able to see their kids anymore, who are gonna wake up everyday to an empty bedroom, and on christmas day, not wake up to their kid opening their presents under the tree. i really cant even think about that. it makes me think about what would happen if i lost my little cousin this morning. i would never be able to forgive that person who took her life away. this really breaks my heart and i really do send all my prayers and thoughts to all those families whose lives were changed this morning.

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